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FRED : life update 2026
hey, hope everyone is healthy & happy
honestly, i'm so drained by working on this alternative filmmaking journey alone, and not getting any percieved or material successes
peers come on the website often, but nobody's like "yeah this is really good"
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i don't think people realise that i'm a very very independent solo filmmaker - meaning everything you see on this site is hand-created by one person alone.
one lonely af person
designing, shooting, editing, exporting, uploading, writing, drafting, redrafting etc etc
and it feels basically worthless waste of time because nobody is ever like "wow bro this looks great"
Recently, i have really been mentally tested.
I've floated at the very edge of existence, considering my future.
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Unfortunately, after over a decade of my solo filmmaking journey, i have become rather accostomed to being alone. I wish for a partner to share my life with, as did Vincent,
Honestly, I feel i have come to the end of my creative journey for the moment.
As an artist who has poured his heart into their work, unrelentingly, until i have no more to give.
The feedback loop for my work has been closed for many years :
Creating is fun, but only when people see it and enjoy it.
If nobody is enjoying it ; then why am i making it?
The last time anyone ever really complimented me on my
video-craft has been a long long longgg time.
Either i'm a totally void filmmaker, or just nobody gives a shit anymore.
This isn't a cry for help, it's my truth.
Not even my own family really give a fuck about my video work.
I have created one of the deepest solo websites of anyone in my filmmaking generation,
filled with entirely unique selfshot content, handmade, exclusive, completely made of my own back
(planned, shot, edited, delivered, annotated)
completely dedicated and time-consuming to the purist archival of my moving image journey
; and seemingly nobody cares.
I consider 'Series 3' this my final video series until things change for me.
Signing out until then
- Fred
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